I run away from my destiny

I just want to be an ordinary person. I want to die an ordinary person. I want to be left alone. I don't want to be remembered for something. I want to run away. Away from here. I want to escape. I want to vanish away from here. I have a knowledge that is supposed to be known for the future and i am so afraid of this knowledge. I don't know why i know this! This just pop-up my head! I am so afraid for this idea of mine! So advance so unbelievable yet every cell in my body knows that it is the truth! Why why me!